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Pregnancy is meant to be an exciting, happy time. So, what happens if you don't feel that way?

Pregnant women who find themselves depressed often feel a lot of guilt, writes Catriona Spellman.

Catriona Spellman

SO, YOU’VE SHARED the good news of your pregnancy and everyone is excited and congratulating you, saying how happy you must be.

Surely, they’re right? Pregnancy is meant to be a time of excitement and hope. So, what happens if inside you are far from ecstatic? In fact, you might be downright unhappy.

And to make matters worse you feel guilty about being unhappy. If you think you’re the only one to have these feelings during pregnancy rest assured you are not.

Most of us are familiar with the idea of post-natal depression, but when difficult feelings arise during pregnancy we often struggle to acknowledge them.

Recent research by website BabyNet revealed that pregnant women are at a far higher risk of depression than previous official statistics suggested. Of 1,000 women surveyed almost a third of these reported feeling anxiety and / or depression.

The poll suggests that few seek help because of feelings of guilt and shame.

How do I know if I’m depressed?

Mood swings can be a normal part of pregnancy. It’s not unusual to feel emotionally overwhelmed at things that wouldn’t normally upset you, however antenatal depression goes beyond this. It can affect you emotionally and physically and it can alter your behaviour.

Symptoms vary from woman to woman but may include:

  • Having trouble concentrating
  • Feeling anxious a lot of the time
  • Feeling short-tempered and restless
  • Having problems with sleeping (too much or too little)
  • Feelings of isolation or loneliness
  • Sadness and crying
  • Preoccupation with constant, negative thoughts
  • Wanting to eat all the time, or not at all
  • Loss of enjoyment and interest in anything
  • Anxiety and panic attacks
  • Fear of open spaces / difficulty leaving the house.

Am I at risk of depression?

There is no one factor that will determine whether or not a woman will develop depression during pregnancy.

However, there are risk factors associated with both antenatal and post natal depression:

  • You or a member of your close family have a history of depression.
  • You may have conflicted feelings about being pregnant (it might be unplanned or untimely).
  • You may have had trouble conceiving, have had complications with a previous pregnancy or a previous pregnancy loss
  • You may have severe morning sickness, backache, or bleeding – all of which can take their emotional toll on you.
  • You experience a stressful major event e.g. a bereavement, moving house, relationship breakdown
  • If you are struggling financially and already have children, another pregnancy may add to your worries.
  • You are socially isolated with few supportive relationships
  • The demands and expectations of being a mother
  • Hormonal changes can contribute to the development of depression
  • Pregnancy can be a trigger for domestic violence to start or get worse. If you are a victim of abuse you are more likely to experience depression during and after your pregnancy.

It is thought that there is a link between depression in pregnancy and subsequent postnatal depression. But. early detection and intervention can play a big part in preventing the development of postnatal depression

How do I deal with depression?

It is really important that you don’t try and cope with your depression alone. Try and talk about how you are feeling to someone that you trust. Sadly, people often believe that it’s a sign of weakness to admit to having these feelings.

The support of your midwife, GP, partner, friends and family are very important. Unless  they know how you feel they won’t be able to help. And by building up a support network at this stage means help will already be in place when your baby is born.

Consider linking in with support groups (details from the Irish Childbirth Trust 01 872 4501). Sharing your feelings with other Mums may help you feel less isolated. It can also help you learn strategies for coping with your feelings.

Try to get some exercise, even if it’s the last thing you feel like doing! Exercise can lift your mood – - swimming, walking, pregnancy yoga, aqua natal classes are all safe during pregnancy.

If these things don’t seem to help, consider speaking to a counsellor – your GP will be able to refer you to someone or you can look at The Irish Association for Counselling and Psychotherapy website – this has a search facility which you can use to find a fully qualified counsellor in your area.

Caitriona Spellman is a fully accredited Counsellor / Psychotherapist with the Irish Association of Counselling and Psychotherapy (IACP). She has over twenty years experience of clinical practice in both the UK and Ireland. She is co-founder of Lifespan Counselling and Psychotherapy which provides emotional support in all areas of gynaecological and reproductive health. For more information see www.dublincounsellingandpsychotherapy.ie.

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